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Name: Megan
Country: Poland
Metro: Warsaw
Birthday: 7/11/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: smashing pumpkins.cigarettes.vanilla. lacey.the art of photography.bass/guitar players.hxc makeout sessions. drag queens.make up. singing.coffee. pixies. modest mouse. the shins.indie films. trainspotting. soft hands. chamomile and GREEN tea. thrift shopping. rain. pale skin. vintage clothing. jewelry. chinese and thai food. joy division. the cure. feather boas. incense. smoothies.
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Thursday, April 27, 2006

Today is a perfect day for a mental breakdown.

Gah. I'll get over it. When do I never pull through?
Seriously, i'm so overwhelmed, it's not even funny.
I'm so sick and tired of everyone and everything.
It's totally not good. It has to get better though.
Another part of the process.  






Currently Listening
Yes Virginia (Dig)
By Dresden Dolls
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Sunday, April 09, 2006

Yeah. Pretty sure I'm still in a GREAT mood.
Even though, i've got 3 days of ISS ahead of me.
But it's cool.
I hope you all are having a wonderful journey.
Life is amazing.



Currently Listening
Sublime
By Sublime
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

I'm happy.
But, I think too much.
I hope everyone is having a great Spring Break.



Currently Listening
Steady Pull
By Jonatha Brooke
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Friday, March 24, 2006

Prom is 'meh'.
Apparentely, I'll regret it if I miss it.
But I frankly, don't want to go.
Much less, there's no way i'm getting all prettied up to go by myself. That's a waste and also pretty lame.
Yay, for Spring Break. I really have dreaded school this whole year though.
I should be more excited, shouldn't I?
I really love my friends. Even my family, and the new people I've gotten to know within the past few weeks.
I'm actually deep down really fucking happy. It just hasn't overwhelmed me yet.
<33


Currently Listening
Bossanova
By Pixies
Dig for Fire
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Saturday, March 11, 2006

the smashing pumpkins cover of 'a night like this' by the cure, bums me out so much.
I'm not in a good mood, actually i'm not sure.
But I need to be in a good mood for work.
Just Remember, it's probably not worth it, if there's no passion involved.

-Say goodbye on a night like this
If it’s the last thing we ever do
You never looked as lost as this
Sometimes it doesn’t even look like you
It goes dark
It goes darker still
Please stay
But I watch you like I’m made of stone
As you walk away

I’m coming to find you if it takes me all night
A witch hunt for another girl
For always and ever is always for you
Your trust
The most gorgeously stupid thing I ever cut in the world

Say hello on a day like today
Say it everytime you move
The way that you look at me now
Makes me wish I was you
It goes deep
It goes deeper still
This touch
And the smile and the shake of your head

I’m coming to find you if it takes me all night
Can’t stand here like this anymore
For always and ever is always for you
I want it to be perfect
Like before
I want to change it all

I want to change

Currently Listening
Rock Action
By Mogwai
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